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Tuesday, 05 July 11:39 am
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Stage lopen bij Paradiso-Melkweg Productiehuis?
Paradiso-Melkweg Productiehuis zoekt voor een aantal projecten voor het nieuwe seizoen een productiestagiair (m/v) en een publiciteitsstagiair (m/v).
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it makes me nervous cos i hate rejection for jobs that i really want but im going to go for this internship and hopefully it can open some doors for me to get some work in something i care about.
finding work has never been so hard for me as it has been in this country and it is incredibly frustrating. it has left me doubting my abilities and intelligence. i am working now but i want my career as a 25 year old maid to be short lived, thank you very much. i still cant get used to the idea sometimes. occasionaly i feel proud to have such a blue collar job. it's the way my grandma started her life in america but you can only make so many beds and clean so many toilets before you feel the need to be challenged or handed something that you care about to work on.
the maid work has helped me build up my self worth. just the feeling of pulling my own weight and earning my own money and not waking up everyday wondering what im gonna do to fill the day which often left me feeling very lonely. it's also been a good place to work on my spanish and make new friends.
life feels better and full of positive posibilities. i've missed that feeling.
the apartment martijn and i share is so great. i think i like it a lot more than martijn does sometimes. he often expresses that he'd much rather be living in the center. but i feel really at home in this neighborhood. i like living in a place that is so multi cultural and calm yet still very accessable to the stuff the center has to offer.
so since i havent written in awhile i just wanted to say life is pretty good, love is wonderful and i am relatively satisfied with most aspects of my life. ::phew:: it took three years to get to this point and boy am i glad to be here.
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